052/365: quarter to full

Salam [sighs] Can't rely on anyone these days... [click][BOMB]..part of The Drak Knight scene

28/2/2010: writing some work in french

I've finish all my non history work, quarter of my burden has lifted. Yeah...quarter, I feel so great that I would do more work that is not available in the coursework, how about that? Let show these test paper creator how much we appreciate them creating paper work that cut down all the trees. [sarcastically saying]

I talked with my bro regarding DSLR camera, dunno what to buy yet, too many stuff to think and buy and also, of course the budget. With $300 per month wont bring anyone anywhere.

I'm going to UBD tomorrow sending off two of mein work, I think my history lecture has gone to some trip or something, the hell if I send it too early, it will covered in dust anyway.

If you're good at something, never do it for free. XD
Adieu!

051/365: j'etudie beaucoup, mais ressentez-vous hell

Salam, I'm gonna live my live life everyday

27/2/2010: Mon premier torte

Didn't join to the field for Maulidul Rasul today, I tried to write as many point for my History semester task but when I checked my French's wordpress I've got a work to do during the break, although it said due on 3/3/2010, since I will hand in my MIB on Monday, let just slip it to the backyard.

I don't know what to show for picture of the day, I've writing French most of the time, maybe I should show off a few, Ma vie est comme enfer, je sens si fatigué, j'ai mal de tête en faitant ma cession.

I've finished most of it, I hope the translation will be finished by tomorrow.

Concrete jungle where dream are made of
Adieu!

050/365: This is not the Uni-life I ordered, I demand a refund!

Salam, what to do?

26/2/2010: seriously, this a joke

I spent most of my time sleeping today, I'm really fvcing tired with RESCO and GenNext, my Philosophy teacher told us that for year 1: enjoying Uni life, year 2: start to consider your decision, year 3: start to get busy, year 4: start to shot yourself. I already feel like a year 2 or year 3 student already, wonder what will GenNext store for us next year.

I asked my friend outside the Social Science and Arts Faculty, they said FASS have more work and stress than other faculty, maybe that's the reason why most people outside our faculty taking History has dropped the module, there is too much burden to carry.My friends from FBEPS and FOS said they rather stay on their own faculty for taking breadth module. Me? I rather perform Seppuku taking as much module under FASS, price to pay, sweat and blood to give.

I don't know what thing to eat or to do to keep me awake, since sugar and coffee drain my energy and conscious.

Most of all I miss writing a POV (which I don't have enough time to think about it), watching anime, drawing manga, see movies, reading..other than academic matter and eat properly, I mean I'm tied up, most of the time I eat junk food in my room or end up drinking bottle of water, l'eau de énergie~

Anyway, now that MIB no longer a burden, now to face the music of history, bring it on sista, show me whatcha got, I have enough of my whine and the complain, I did my job and work so be it!

so dysfunctional~
Adieu!

049/365:the start of holiday.......seriously enough with lame joke

Salam, holiday is just a name and excuse for the lectures to go holiday...not us

The holiday has started until 7th March, and of course what is the mean of holiday without giving work for us to keep us in UBD. I'd finally finished MIB individual essay and 2 more work on History, French and Computer.

I'll be in my room, looking half sane for the whole holiday.

25/2/2010: Some book that I bought from Book Fair, Probably going there again before it ended.

Here we are again, circle never end
Adieu!

048/365: Independence Promises

Salam, I like this song,

TEKAD KEMERDEKAAN

Bergema seruan sorak kemerdekaan
Bertunas ilham menanai kedaulatan
Tanah airku mengukir kejayaan
Kami mengucap kesyukuran

Cahaya Islam membalut keimanan
Rela berkorban menegak kesucian
Walau di rimba udara dan lautan
Panggilan Jihad ku turutkan

Dibuminya ku dilahirkan
Atau aku di matikan
Itu lah ku pohonkan
Dan juga ku tekadkan

Langit dijunjung buminya subur
Tanah air ku aman maamor
Pantainya indah udara segar
Tekad ku terus berkobar

Taat hukum Allah dan juga titah Sultan
Abadikan diri janji kemerdekaan
Segenap pelusuk dunia ku khabarkan
Brunei Merdeka Darussalam

24/2/2010: Yes I have the $30++ book, I can touch it, you don't!

I joined the National day quiz and we got last since my partner have no-interest whatsoever with everything.

I'm officially tired with my modules, I wonder giving too many assignment and workload was a hobby or joy to these lectures.

Anyway, I am so stressed up with this GenNext extraordinary work, I need my potatoes =/

Adieu~

047/365: National Day

Salam, need more sleep

23/2/2010: This book I bought it on last year book fair, I want to buy all of the Pehin Jamil's collection but I was seriously short this year, probably next time =D

I almost finish with my individual essay, all it need it a little of touch up, my topic was REALLY HARD: MIB and International Politic, its killing me to relate every pieces that I checked in the library.

I woke up late and watch the parade for National Day, I need to finish my MIB but I was also busy to pack my money for book fair.

Went ther late afternoon and boy I SPEND A LOT! I used to hate T.A Morgen because they gave us crappy book to read when they do it in SMSO, now they have great book to sell for. My two bros want to eat something in Pasar Gadong, seriously, the smoke was killing my eyes, now I'm here with some junks and tired, I hope it worth it!

Off, I'm just a sad song that got nothing to say
Adieu!

046/365: worthless

Salam, bite my neck and I make sure don't sparkle!

22/2/2010: The 'huh' look

I have this lecture who is new to UBD thing, she said she never been to UBD, okay....maybe she got her qualification from other University I guess.

The thing is she expect way too much from us, first she didn't mentioned to make a report to do the essay after presentation, okay acceptable....then whenever our class mate presenting, she want us to score them and why, perhaps that the way she see it, acceptable....the due date was supposed to be on 12 march 2010, Monday, but the calendar was wrong and she move it forward to 8 march 2010, sooner the better..she said, ummm...acceptable? Then she got another idea, she want us to make an outline for the presentation from one of our class mate. Probably she want us to be prepared for upcoming exam. Since there was no class on tomorrow due to National Day, she want a replacement class ASAP BEFORE SEMESTER BREAK or having class in the Thursday afternoon from 6-8pm, we all don't have a class after that anyway. So she want a replacement class after Dialog session with Dean of Student which start at 2pm so the replacement clas will be 4-6pm. Maybe she was just kidding, wait, she isn't kidding?

Yes, as a 'mature, wild dog' student I did complain about it, guess my opinion was piece of crap to take care of, so let it just shove away.

Anyway I have enough of complaining, it didn't do any good for me since I keep giving crap that not worth of damn.

Leave it all the rest for the freak show
Adieu~

045/365: we look like a miniac

Salam,

Do you know why people want to choose UBD?

Because they don't want to wear the same cloth everyday.

21/2/2010: The performance,Taekwondo, Karate-do and Korean Culture dance, there were more but my battery keep flashing red battery.

I didn't expect my battery worn out before the start of our work, I did manage to take pictures for today performances. I still want to kill that specific member of that club, nothing personal really :D

I meet couple of my friends, but most of the time I spent in the VIP room and fall asleep instead of revising my French. Oh well I'm really tired and the assignment keep coming, few more days to mid-semester break and God, the hell do they want from me?

Are they trying to make me busy, so that I don't have enough time to plot a massacre? Ah..I knew it!

Better off for today
Adieu~

044/365:MIB vs UBD Open Day

Salam...not so open

20/2/2010: This is the only nice and great picture I have, I don't know what happen to the camera today

I was supposed to took care of Tour de UBD-Dortoir in Chancellor Hall but but but, there was no shift in 11am but there still on in 2pm. However the number of visitor was depressing, work is work, so we serve them anyway.

Then again the people who join the tour was quite a wimp and cry baby, asking like 'is the room for two or more people?' or better 'all the room air-cond?', whimping about 'is it scary to live here?'

I'd say I don't want any spoon feed, cry baby and a damn whimp to cry on my feet and crawling for mercy, this is no-fun dorm and deal with it!

I'm so tired today and tomorrow more people are expected to show up, that mean my energy will reduce to -100Kcal

That it MIB must be finished!
Adieu~

043/365: kekekeke

Salam, no littering?

I went asleep 2am and woke up too early for cleaning campaign and found out that they delayed it to 9am.

I need to go back home to get my baju kurung dry cleaned and printing my work. Since I've become of somewhat important in UBD committee I never had enough sleep and time to play around. I don't know for how many times I keep my shadow from this 'responsibility and leadership thingy' away, it keep coming back. Like school stereotype I fall into student body, I rather be class clown or bookworm. Teacher's pet? No way!

Presentation are set to go, report will be throw to my teammate since most of them are almost finished their individual essay.

Tomorrow my mind will divided.

19/2/2010: its white and I rather go blue!

crazy days~
Adieu~

042/365: MIB MIB MIB, Say it three times and it just get worst

Salam, I think people who scared of pedophile should grow up!

Since I cancel to go back home today, I want to wake a bit late, due to this RESCO activities, UBD Open day and anything happen in UBD get to our hands and feet. Plus, like every student who take MIB, we complain and whining about it.

I went to library to finish the presentation slide, my first ever record to sit in the library from 10am to 5pm! Shit, my butt hurt, at least it was worth it.

After taking my dinner at canteen, went to my room and fall asleep while waiting for RESCO meeting. MIB-Meeting Inda Beranti

Thankfully, I will be a 'spy' at Chancellor Hall for 'Tour de UBD-dortoir' for Saturday, I could see the other booth and I can handle worst situation at any time (ah...memories). The chairman always afraid that he would received bad feedback. If I hear some complaint, I couldn't care less, I do my best and it just an error, deal with it....jerkface.

"Do the food in canteen nice?"

"Of course! You should try Nasi Penyet *smile :D*"

Post mortem on Hadrah was ok, except of course during the Nasyid performance, which is actually our job as PA system controller. Whatever Miss, just technicall error *smile :D*

mrsyaz1: haa..nanti2..biro media punya tugas tu since durg yg simpan gmbr..hehe..
crap, I haven't edit anything on that blog

18/2/2010: The picture from yesterday actually...so malas already

Sleeping late tonight.
Adieu~

041/365: There not much to take in control room

Salam, a vampire eating a sushi

17/2/2010: went to Escapade cause my bro's flight was canceled.

Today was crazy, I have French class and for the first time I got C for my test. Then continue my discussion till 12pm. Replacement class till 1pm and continue till 2pm.

After prayer I jogged to Chancellor Hall and I hate the lift! It makes me dizzy and I could feel gravity pulling me down!

Anyway, UBD won the competition, then bro called me to 'hey, my flight canceled, let not waste my attire and go somewhere to make it sweaty and worth to wash later'..i.e shopping around Bandar. I do enjoy being treat for sushi =D

Went back to my dorm and I saw my RESCO colleague at canteen, all of them already took their shower and changed their cloth....except mine, shit.

I was showing Mayyin my brother's blog and she said that me and my brothers have the lazy looking eyes....really....?

Light will guide your home~
Adieu!

040/365: Fully for yuppy

Salam, my back...

Every Tuesday after MIB, I'll spend 4 hours in library for MIB and History since both suggested to read in the Bruneiana collections. I can feel my eyes are twitching and my burden just keep add up.

Then went to computer class at 4pm and learning how to make 3D animation, when we saw how they create it in a 9 minute film, we were like 'Holy crap!' we also learn about Steve Jobs' Commencement speech in Stanford University, though it had nothing to do with computer, even tough he is CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios. In his speech he said about how he went through with his life; he never take it for granted, he never quit for what he love and that it's okay to leave your comfort place because there is always silver lining. Stay hungry, stay foolish.

Night, full rehearsal for hadrah, now I really hadn't had enough sleep =/

16/2/2010: View from control room, kind a scary tough, your life in a borderline of a window

Enough said
Adieu

039/365: ambuyat for a day mean where -the-hell-is-toilet chase

Salam and Brunei Darussalam, my country

Spent most of my time to upgrade my blog, I wanted to revert to classic template but end up downloading for my old blog-which I make it more interesting since the search engine keep coming to my abandon blog. see HERE I also deleted my Wordpress blog since I find it hard and complicated than Blogger. Nevertheless I will create another blog for my journalism...and end up changing my dull and ugly background to something....pretty? LOL

While doing this, my brother come to my room (because its air-cond) and farted and ask me how to add c-box and move the element here and there.

Then after he finish do all his blog thing and had enough cooling himself, we saw dad already raise the flag, he was a bit disappointed since he want to raise it and take a picture from it

15/2/2010: using photoshop to make the flag more protrude...

Then as I went to take shower my brother call me up to eat ambuyat, I didn't take the picture because I'm pretty lazy to get my camera. [so I grab a picture from my brother's blog]


After Isya, I'm retured to my dorm and buy few item along the way, dad was right, there was plenty of water in ambuyat that it will force the consumer to 'visit' the toilet often. Tomorrow MIB and another VIP guest that isn't Pehin Jamil =/

Sleepy enough, bonne nuit tout le monde
Adieu~

038/365: went to PK's house

Salam and it's Year of Tiger

Poh Kuan text me to drag me to her house for CNY. Surprisingly I met Chin Fong too, this time PK wanted to show us her pink room, thankfully it's pale pink so it didn't blind me.

She have plenty of interesting books and having 3 cupboard for it, some book she put it in a drawer, great, if only my room were that big!

Then when we came out from the house to see the outside part of the house; the audio room, I saw her dog, I thought it was a wolf! But the smooth fur demolish eventually.

Mom picked me up around 4.30pm I'm glad I've meet PK and make her half crazy again, also the angpau =D

14/2/2010: red packet for the day, I only went to PK's house anyway.

Red packet and I'm out
Adieu!

037/365: Saturday..tiring day

Salam Peeps

I was pretty unlucky there WILL BE a tutorial next week even tough there will be UBD open day on Saturday. As part of RESCO, I will be on duty for touring, shit.

Attending the Club today and Riku-senpai said that we are ahead of schedule and she moved her folder to another HDD and now we just review what we have done so far.

Fetch by Bro Amin and buy some food @ Express, if you read my bro blog on saturday event, that the details of it, I couldn't careless.

13/2/2010: 2 days holiday and there was few car in the parking place.

adieu~

036/365:back again

Salam, almost there

Finishing my History essay, so that I have time to do the MIB individual Essay. The temperature was scorching hot. I always felt that the Northern part of America will experienced sudden temperature drop, I watched Day After Tomorrow recently, it felt so real that I thought I could hear about it on CNN or BCC O.o

Before dad and mom send me to my dorm, we bought new water pot since the one I bought last semester suck, I wish I could use it as my release stress punching bag. Then mom said we could have dine out at Amina Harith with my bros since both of them finish their work a bit late. As usual, they just love vaining around XD

12/2/2010: put the picture using paint, just too lazy to used other application..

After this and that I unpacked my stuff out and....HOLY SHIT! MY ADAPTER ARE IN DAD'S CAR!

Called my parent and they have to turn back, sorry day =S

That was enough of the crap
Au revoir~

035/365: Usually on Thursday....

Salam peeps

Went back home as usual, man I failed as a dorm resident.

I spend my allowance to buy my new laptop bag (backpack), and a small bag for my DG cam. End up buying the same brand, nevertheless it looks fine and comfy...and it start with 'a'!



Then come home and continue do my history but felt asleep in the end.

That the crap for today
Au revoir~

034/365: Wednesday sleep

Salam, Wed blues?

French test was okay, most were focused on the exercise on chapter 4 and I know the words but I'm not sure the form were correct, whatever it was it's over

After eating my poison, I slept till 2pm and went to dialogue session and that was bored. Moving on....

At night finishing my debt with formal and colloquial attire and I'm shrink but good thing I have my allowance..finally! The chairwoman said I should look at the file of my bureau and the name was changed when I get file used to be Publicity and photography bureau and I should give to Nique and let him do the rest. *whenk whenk whenk*

10/2/2010: the previous files

For some unknown reason, I keep thinking today is Thursday, hm......

Enough said, history essay only 1/4 finished
Bonne nuit

033/365: #fangirl mode#

Salam and I DEMAND A BANNER!

9/2/2010: 3 shadow walking back to our dorm

I am a big fan of Pehin Jamil since I was obsessed into History subject. I never thought that He would showed up for our MIB lesson. I was shocked when he came and Jannah was surprise that I would go fangirl mode when I was in the lecture, seriously I would do banner for him! He is a walking encyclopedia, he is 89 years old but his sharp mind belies his age !

The National Historian Yang Berhormat Pehin Jawatan Dalam Seri Maharaja Dato Seri Utama (DR) Haji Awang Mohd Jamil Al-Sufri bin Begawan Pehin Udana Khatib Dato Seri Paduka Haji Awang Umar, DK, DSLJ, DPMB, POAS, PHBS, PJK; Head of the Brunei History Centre...long name and title from Brudirect. bit.ly/cD4kSP

I don't care the class end up a bit late, I don't have class after that anyway, then next class 4pm.

Went back to dorm with Mayyin and Joyce, I kind a like taking the pictures of a shadow early morning and late afternoon, the silhouette seems very loooong.

Enough said, gonna think how to think like Pehin Jamil
Au revoir

032/365: cough cough

Salam *cough*

8/2/2010 Don't let the illness fool you, see the scar there?

There was an accident when Dad sent me to UBD, thankfully my class starts at 9am, no worries just a bad throat.

The class went like it used to but with few people, some are dropping the module or they just drop sick due to flu season, I am no exception, the Dr. wont give me a MC for a day and I have to drag it to my 3 lectures.

I meet Jessica and she told me about the newspaper article that attack (obviously, I know!) a club, I say the one who wrote it must be blind enough to see what is actually happen in 'that' particular club. People are just too ignorant to see good thing and like to spend hours to talk shit and throw out complain and insult (much more easy right?). I felt sorry for the president though, I hope he could make it till the next election.

French Test on Wednesday, I hope it easy! I hope this sickness will cease away!

I have 3 essay to finish before the semester break (which is on the 1/3/2010) History essay: 1000-2000 words, MIB individual essay 8-10 full pages, MIB report on presentation (which we present on 20/2/2010): 15-20 pages. Here we go, I'm too old for this crap.

Enough said, gonna swallow my poison and drug tonight
Au revoir~

031/365: Fever yo

Salam and I didn't have it.

I call my mum to fetch me in my dorm as I can't make it to RESCO activity, I may end up sleeping there instead of looking after the bags. I went to Hospital and I think they don't treat flu patient like the one in Telisai. Same-o-same-o. Plus I didn't get the H1N1 vaccine.

I went online and download Joker picture to satisfy my 'fangirl mode'. Then I remember Riku senpai told us to have a sketch scanned for reference. Two scanner were broken and I take the picture using high resolution; this is the shame:

7/2/2010: Sketch of Heath Ledger's Joker in Nurse costume. Good enough to see the outline.

Then I tried whatever Riku senpai taught us and this is the result:

The hair look different and it's hard to make it wrinkle like in the movie =/

That it for this week and I hope I'm going to show it to Riku senpai and help me to colour it in.

Enough said, Gonna watch Horatio in sunglasses
Au revoir~

030/365: Sick

Salam, sniff,

6/2/2010: I used my keychain to 'kill' Eddy

I got some nasty flu today, I have sore throat that keep the desert in my neck, I keep running on mucus. Thank God I only have one class to think of and for the first time I joined the Manga club and I didn't expect Riku senpai know me that much, even Sharon remembers me, they praised me too much! O.o

My fever got worst and Riku senpai said that I sit between the air cond that why my throat getting more um....sorer?

Back to hostel after Jannah left around @ 5pm and perform prayer and went to sleep after maghrib.

I woke up before 4am next morning and updating this crap. still with my sore throat and flu, I might not joining the hiking today.

Enough said
Au revoir~

029/365: back to dorm again

Salam and I bought antiseptic!

@ Halim Plaza, I thought it was a flying insect but actually birds up in the sky~

My leg showed bad infection of ringworm and I check internet how to cure it. End up what I do everyday, cleaning, always shower and change cloth, until it hit something that go something like...

If you live in dorm, use slipper to avoid germs infection

So I guess all dorm, hygiene is quite low no matter wherever you are. I bought antiseptic at Guardian and my money keep shrinking...

Went to M-porium(whatever the spelling was) for the first time and my aunt pay my shirt for me, thanks =D, I'm going to wear it on Sunday.

Back home, ready to pack my stuff to my dorm and here I am, in zombie mood + sleepy mode =.=

Enough said
Good night!

028/365: home!

Salam, activate zombie mood

Thank Allah for no marathon on Friday or I may end-up to be a zombie, physically and mentally saying.

Went home and still no sign of my allowance, Fvck it.

Salyani is now finishing the report and I'd help her on how to make APA reference. I was tired but I didn't sleep in the afternoon and God know why I did that (O_o?)

The hallway of my dorm during dawn, lights off when it is 6am

Enough said
Au revoir~

027/365: BJFA have great activity than the boring committee

Salam....=_________=



What with the long face? My allowance hasn't come out yet =(

I joined BJFA activity instead of RESCO, it was game day activity and they bring in the big one.

I play Dance Revolution and Tekken 6, I miss these two game so much that I was half aware what going on around me.

I want to take some picture but end up playing like hell and forgot about it, I even lost my camera's casing....again =(

Enough said
Au revoir~

026/365: Some people just being an ass

Salam and hands up pretty boy!



Today, I decided to look for more info for the MIB report and to my disappointment Salyani message me they only pick out Titah and few words to make it more nicer.

This is great isn't it? I trim the presentation week 1, compiled the report in week 2 and now fvck myself to add more info because our bastard just add some Titah and few pretty words during the presentation and expect the rest of us to do the 15 pages report.

“All it takes is one bad day to reduce the sanest man alive to lunacy. That’s how far the world is from where I am. Just one bad day.” The Joker

Good night
Au revoir~

025/365: Shadow

Salam, anyone in Monday blues?

On my way to my room and I took a picture of my own shadow

I used to hate Monday and I still do, the class was okay through out the day, early morning before class I clean my dorm and after my 2-4pm class, I rearrange my thing because there is a shitty notice and Fvcking reminder in our hostel. >insert imaginative me performing genocide<

blogger keep deleting my second paragaraph, the fuck was that about?

maybe the '>' sign disturbed the universe of HTML alien area.

I met my ex class mate today (I don't know how many times I'm typing this). He look the same as before, he left our French class and joined Korea class. I used to have him seating in front so that I could avoid from being question by my lectures. Nowadays my closest acquaintances really appreciate me more than some biatch.

Rearranging my wire and this is the worst result that I get, should go wireless =/

-->I had to update next morning because something wrong with my broadband last night

-->Happy birthday to Rose

Enough said
Au revoir~