143/365: It's been loooooong time

Salam,

30/5/2010: I didn't see the bride and groom

It's been a long time since I went to a wedding function and everything in between, so I went there and DAMN, that was ridiculously hot and I almost shoot myself when I found out my friend was under the knife because she have that black thing that it's hard for me to say even the she said she have to go for only that surgery because I have a friend before that have to do chemo.

I'm still at 20 and it's still hard for me even to say that particular word and I end up listening to this song and watching medical drama series.


Cancer-My Chemical Romance
Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
And baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo,
We're counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye tonight (goodbye tonight)
I'll ask you to be true (cause I'll ask you to be true)

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you