155/365: It's time for Africa

Salam, next stop, Brazil

11/6/2010: The opening ceremony was great!

154/365:My Team

Salam yo

Every 4 year there is always the biggest event on earth where the whole world watching groups of grown-up men chasing a small ball.

The World Cup will kick-off at Johannesburg, Soccer City between South Africa and Mexico.

This year I will be supporting German, France and Japan; although there are at 45 in FIFA World ranking

10/6/2010: My white paint was out, I can't make Japan's flag

153/365: The pressure on, you feel it

Salam, anyone for waka waka

The fever is on!

9/6/2010: The World Cup schedule

152/365: Now I'm not feeling well

Salam, ewww

8/6/2010: Yes that a pile of tissues in my bin

I got running nose early in the morning and Mom want to take me away to give out our mango to the family and having lunch outside, wooo, yeah I can't drag myself anymore

151/365: Empty room

Salam

7/6/2010: front, Winnie The Pooh of my brother Aman and behind it is my brother Amin's mattress

My two brothers are now living in their new rent house and their room are more bigger than mine, be it in my hostel or my house.

I would like to trash their room but nah, I'm feel dizzy anyway and I want a day off

150/365: Soaked

Salam

6/6/2010: That's progressing...

I have been nothing to do till I returned back to that hell hole with food that soaked with moles and I thank God they shut it down....temporarily

So I occupied myself with cleaning all the coins I found in my room and damn, that's plenty!

149/365: Free Food

Salam, who want some food and who the hell is Bobby Chin? Is he even Halal?

5/6/2010: Why no sticker?

I give back my key that I will taking it back on 22th June to babysit athletes in our Hostel. Then mom want to see the Halal expo at ICC, it looks like Consumer Fair, no matter what the name it is as long it have to do with food, we on it!

Then spend half of my afternoon cleaning my brothers new house and went home half awaking.

148/365: w-wait what?

Salam. I'm going to strangle you!!!!!

4/6/2010: No, the hills are not mine

I received another message that we should pack the bag and return to the happy place on hell that is my old freakin' hostel.

As there will be National Sport Festival that will be happening just around end of June and we as a host for their staying need to look after them so that they won't destroy the hostel (on second thought, never mind that) and make it 100 times worse than it's already is. I wish I could knock them dead if I found out they break a simple rule, a good excuse to be a bastard.

"Oh my, do you know you are not allowed to sleep in common room? How about I buy a baseball bat and use it to knock your head so you will forgot this simple rule and I could knock you again and again and again and again until you remember or hit comma but I will do anything to wake you again and make you repeat after me 'I will not sleep in Common Room' and oh, welcome to the neighbourhood"

Anyway, I'm looking forward to watch MTV Movie Award and World Cup

147/365: The Last Day

Salam

3/5/2010: Thank you for trying so hard to save life

I pass my course but I don't want to be the instructor, hell, I'm lousy at saving someone's ass. I don't care at people concern, all I want to do is slap on their and minimise their pain so I don't have to hear they screaming.

Yes, I'm heartless bastard, deal with it.

and oh yes, Happy Birthday Kuan, I forgot because I haven't insert your day of birth into my new phone.

146/365: Second Day

Salam, just make thing worse

2/5/2010: severe it more

On the second day, we learn how to bandage to different injury and I seriously hate it. I need to remember 17 type of bandage with new term to emphasize and block my head.

So when I had to throw my brain into a test to pass 80% and reminiscing the yesterday thing what I kill and destroy to the poor ol' lad.

Tomorrow taking another real knife and strike plenty of wound so that I could perform the real injury treatment.

145/365: My first day

Salam, who need my CPR? NO? Good, I might kill you

1/6/2010: I have hands that kill people and oh, the guys using white shoes kindda funny

The first-aid didn't go well as I screw-up for the first attempt and I almost destroy the ribs of the victims. Damn dummies, damn my battery camera, damn I almost lost where to find the new IM building.

143/365: It's been loooooong time

Salam,

30/5/2010: I didn't see the bride and groom

It's been a long time since I went to a wedding function and everything in between, so I went there and DAMN, that was ridiculously hot and I almost shoot myself when I found out my friend was under the knife because she have that black thing that it's hard for me to say even the she said she have to go for only that surgery because I have a friend before that have to do chemo.

I'm still at 20 and it's still hard for me even to say that particular word and I end up listening to this song and watching medical drama series.


Cancer-My Chemical Romance
Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
And baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo,
We're counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye tonight (goodbye tonight)
I'll ask you to be true (cause I'll ask you to be true)

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

144/365: Uniform wearing

Salam, and all of does

31/5/2010: It's pain in the ass really

Went to ABDB day, miss it long time since I went there and the weather was fairly up and down and I'm pretend to be an archer under the rain and lost three arrow for it-some dream for watching the movie Robin Hood and the documentary The Real Robin Hood.

142/365: Take the key

Salam yo,

The instruction was to take the key immediately since on Monday there will be ABDB day, I took it and stay in the same hell hole.

My dream is that I want to stay in the hostel with only one resident for at least the block that I live in, just like in the Silent Hill.....ah Silent Hill...

29/5/2010: Dragon fruit, here?

141/365: The life here

Salam, mortals

28/5/2010: Pretty lil' thing

I got some conversation with my aunt today and she said I kind of this girl that refuse to be in 'touchy culture'; no hug, no kiss, no touch and no I hate you and get the hell off my face. I don't like when people just coming to me and taking too much time just to take my attention, for damn sake I like you but when I say go away, GO AWAY.

Maybe I have no sentiment toward human feeling anymore, or maybe I just don't like being hug unless I feel I want to.